Strange Beautiful World

At times the world can be very unfair. You love one person, but lay next to another. You can love them too, but it's not the strong and decent love you feel for the other. So while you feel their touch, you long for the touch of the other. You want so badly for it to be them. Their voice in your ear. Go through daily life and have things done to you that you know the other would not, but you can't reach them. You deal with it in your own way, mostly locked inside. Only the other person can make you laugh and smile, and you are blessed to have what time is allowed. You feel blessed that they are at least in your life in some way and you don't have to miss them too bad. That if you really want to talk you can. Still words only do so much, and you always long for what you want and is given to another. Freely.