Showing posts with label parenting. Show all posts
Showing posts with label parenting. Show all posts

Tuesday, May 29, 2012

Being Single Sucks Sometimes



Honestly after five years I shouldn’t have to label myself as single, but I do. It’s always going to be that way. I just got to accept that it’s never going to any other level. Really do I want it to? I imagine my life, my home, and personal space MAN free. Right now it is. If we need each other we know where to find each other. There is something I can not stand about him…he’s a stupid white liar. A white liar can be sneaky if they were trying to be sneaky, but this fool lies about the most stupid of things to keep me calm. Has he not learned that if you just let me get mad, I’ll get over it, but damn why should I have to get over anything. 

ImageSometimes men mean well, but they don’t think past the point. Deep down they know we are going to get pissed, but they pray to their God we don’t. We still do. Ok. I get lonely that’s normal, but I don’t need someone to fill that void in my life full time. I really never have. So, I’m going to let go of the hope that he’ll one day grow up and be normal, because he has reached his full brain growth. One just has to admit it, and move on with MY life and journey. I know what I have to do, well mostly, and I certainly do not live a normal life. We strive for that you know. What we think normal is. Well I know it’s not going to be perfect. It’s going to be hard, expensive, and busy. I just have to to remind myself that it’s not about anything on this earth. I am here because God choose me to raise them. My spirit has to be fed too. I think sometimes people forget that. No matter what you worship, if you do not feed that purpose then how do you expect for it to grow?ImageI do tend to be my own worse enemy. I will see the perfect job online and then come up with about ten excuses why I can do it, get there, or work out a schedule. That is even before I fill out the application. Come on, where did my balls go? They used to be so big and cocky, and now they are looking more like a box of raisins! Don’t I want a new opportunity, my own money, my own house? Do I really think that someone is gonna come save me? Well hell no of course not! I have to put my big girl panties on and my bullcrap combat boots and work for it! No matter what, my old  aussie friend used to tell me. Don’t let anyone tell me, make me, or have me think differently. ImageI know one thing, and it’s for certain….not a damn thing is going to happen in this tiny town. It’s not gonna happen without a degree. I am in a way better place now to finish school. I have to talk to someone about helping me get back in there. I want to finish and make myself and my kids proud of me. I want my car back, fixed. I want my own place, my own neighborhood, my own church, new friends, to travel. To hell with people that will stand in my way. The path is clear because I SAY SO. Be Blessed!

Sunday, May 27, 2012

Kick A Summer Cold's Booty



Summer colds just suck. Actually, I think it may be worst than having a winter's cold. Nothing worse then a snotting and coughing and it's about 100C outside. Eeek! Since Mommies do not get a day off from Mommyhood, you better figure out something to help ease that cold. Now this is not a CURE...come on if they had one for the cold would I be writing this. They'll do that later and cause everyone to turn to zombies ;-) Go ahead and mark my words, honey. 

So you'll need a casserole dish. You really don't need a big one, cause this is just to make a little soup. Larger portions and all you do is get a bigger pan, and more stuff. 

2 boneless, skinless chicken breast. Frozen
4c. of water
3 Tbsp of extra virgin olive oil
2 whole fresh ripe sprigs of rosemary. Remove the leaves/sprigs
3 whole peeled garlic cloves sliced thin
Touch of salt
Dash on your favorite seasonings. I load it up with garlic powder, onion powder. etc
1 whole small white onion sliced into rings
Lemon Juice


Start by putting your chicken (frozen) in the water and pour over the olive oil. 


You can put rings, chunks, it really doesn't matter cause when you eat it, it's gonna be soft. 


Take a knife and carefully get the sprigs off the rosemary stems. Put them all in uncut. You can keep the stems to make incense out of later on. 


Add a couple of tbsps of lemon juice, all your favorite seasonings and cook on 350 degrees for 2 hours. Check it and give it some more time if needed. 

Silly me forgot to take a pic of the final product, cause of course I dug into it. ;-) Make sure the chicken is DONE, all the ingredients should be soft, and feel free to drink the broth. That is where all the good stuff you need will be. I shredded my chicken and made a soup of out it. Goes great with garlic bread. 

Feel a cold and starve a fever.






Saturday, May 26, 2012

You Think They Would Learn



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Not sure what I was thinking when I changed my mind to get my tubes ties last year. Fear of being put to sleep was the number one reason. I’m about to be 36 and I am sure I do not want anymore children. I do want another little boy, but until you can elect your gender, I’ll be ok. Three is plenty.
Since Aunt Flo (who I’ve hated for a very long time) is in town, I’m basically locked down to the house. Since having Anna is so bad there is not going anywhere the first couple of days. I wanted to take the kids to build and grow, but my sister has four kids to fight in the store and I didn’t want to stress her out. I’ll just make sure they are up there next Saturday. 
My friend came yesterday and sold a phone to me. I am so very happy to be connected back to the world again. I have really become dependent on a phone. I am going to try to get on where she works. Not sure how I would work it out getting there, but I always seem to find a way. First of all, I got to get the job. I got to get back to work, and I really could care less what the job is at this point. 
She is wanting to plan a trip to New Orleans with her friend later this Fall. I am so game. I really do not care what anyone thinks. I need a freaking weekend to myself. No kids, no man, and just fun. I will have pacify my little caveman hubby to go, cause little man gets jealous….lol. A weekend at the lake should work. The kids, he and I , and our little terror angel. The now walking giggling wrath with six whole teeth to attack you with. Then will giggle at you when you scream. Got to love her.
If not the lake then just a hotel with a pool. Food, relaxation, and maybe some Mommy kool-aid? Nah, cause you know how that goes. Daddy lays there watching sports while Mommy takes over doing my same job but in just a much smaller environment. I am running to stores, fast foods, taking everyone to the bathroom. I am the lifeguard at the pool, and then I got to get everyone bath, calmed down, and to bed. Where is the relaxation in that?  OH poo…I’m just tired, and whooped this weekend.
Daddy is going to the races tonight so I will have Anna tonight. I really needed some sleep last night, but of course the thought of zombies put both the older kids in my bed. So I had my usual two feet. lol. Got to love them. I will get better I know it will. The only way to make that happen is if Mommy goes back to work. It is time. BE BLESSED!
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Thursday, May 3, 2012

New Blog Post

Hello there! I have updated the last few blogs. Why not go check them out. I also have some new stuff in the store. I hope to have more real soon! I am also going to make more time for writing, but until then get to click on Southern Mommy and see what's been going on!