Southern Mommy of Three

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Southern Mommy of Three

School is now in session!

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Back to School!

Big Mama hooked it up tonight!

Fun with Daddy

Old Fart Olympics

Seems lately that I am starting to settled into my "Old Fart" stage of life. I am almost out of my thirties. I am gaining the Madea pack my 9mm stage, and my give a damn no longer gives a flying f*ck. So there. I think it will be a nice stage for me. Not sure many other people will appreciate it, but as always I'm not on Earth to make their day ;-)

So the latest is that we are suppose to move into our apartment sometimes this week/weekend. I was hoping to be settled by the first day of school. Who knows I might be. I have different feeling about this, but it's for the best. We need our own space and I need my own sanctuary. It been so long since I've had that. A peaceful one at that, and I'll fight for it I believe. It's only going to be a stepping stone. My son has been talking about moving to Meridian. Depends on where I can find a job. I got to get another car as well. I have to live for them while including my own happiness. No need to spend it unhappy and grow old and bitter. I have seen that come to life in my own Mother.

Open house for school is this Thursday. Gia managed to get the same teacher cause she moved on up to Kindergarten. Some wise guy decided it was a good idea that the kids no longer take naps. Wow, can't wait to how this works out. She's been sick like me and has been asleep since 1pm. We all have the crude. I believe it to be said that the summer crude is much worse than the winter crude. So, Thursday we will meet the teachers and see their rooms. It's a lot more peaceful this time around. There is no Joe/Charlie drama. Joe is on the road, and Charlie has chilled out a lot. I will actually get to walk in a take my time, and take some pics. ;-)
It's gonna be hard for them to get back on a schedule, guess I'll start that tonight.

Monday will be Gia's first time to ride the big girl bus with her brother. I know she will be so happy to do that. I guess while they are in school I'll be working on the house. I swear I am going to have to start from scratch, but good thing with that I can make my home my own. All my own taste and how I like it. Just let someone try to move in . HAHAHAHAHAH I don't think so baby.

Maybe once we are all settled in I'll get some creative flows going. I have tons of stories stuck up in my head ready to burst out. I really don't think I'll take my laptop down there, but there always the handy old notebook. Work it out there, then transfer. I would love to do that full time, but looks like I'm gonna have to find something else quick. I can't always rely on others, and enough time has gone by that it's MY time now. I can't wait to see where it takes me.

So a story just popped in my head of a young white girl taking a job in a blues club down in Old New Orleans and she falls for a popular blues player married to the owner. ......Guess I'll get started on that one next. Time to start birthing these people to the creative world!

Be Blessed!

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I Get It Now

For years I have tried to fix something that fell apart as a child. Something that was not my fault. My relationship with my Mother. We love each other but now in my adult life we no longer need each other. I don't need her in my space. You can't fly like that no matter who it is.

I have been here for years out of a have too. I am now being blessed with my own place. Rent free. This will be the platform for my evolution. This will be where I will find myself again. A rebirth so to speak.

A place where I am finally the only Mama and my ever move will not be judged. You ever notice that that the ones that judge you the most has done the worst jobs themselves? What makes them so perfect now. Well nothing of course. I am going to have to leave my past behind. Lock some of the memories away so I can proceed.

This is only the beginning!

Silver Lining?

Not sure why I seem to have a hard time getting through life. This used to be quite easy, although that was before three kids. Simply not their fault, it's mine off course. It's not mine that they are my 24/7 job, but I could do better. Not sure I could here, but I have to manage for now.

At least we will be moving into our own place in a few weeks. A country ghetto, with hopefully not much drama. I plan to stay to myself and keep myself busy. I am also hoping to get blessed with employment. Not holding my breath. At least this is a start.

With all this going on I am having to deal with almost unbearable pain. I know my mother is used to hearing me bitch about this or that, but this is different. It's constant never ending pain. Almost throughout my entire body. I am hoping dieting and exercising will cure me. It's my head I think. Who knows?

My give a damn is also mostly broken. There are a lot of people who helped with that. From my parents, to family, to "love" ones. I have come to understand that you are only a part of someone's world when they decide. You have to make your own world, and include only those that make you happy. Not those that sure you purpose. Those will only fulfill your madness for a short while. Then you will be hungry for more, a more that they can not provide.

***I will be creating a whole complete new series online*** Attendance and comments will be mandatory. lol. I have to laugh at myself sometimes. I have yet to get a comment here. Maybe I'll begin another blog and ghost write? To enjoy the writing without the worry of will I ever get famous or rich. Just enjoy the release of the thoughts in my mind. Hmm, seems like a better solution.

So, a few things have been happening lately. I'll post pictures and videos using my new mobile. About time I post from there. Seems like it would be much easier. For now there is rice burning in the kitchen and kids to feed. Hopefully, if there is a Great Spirit in the Sky  and if he loves me he'll get them to sleepy before ten.

Summer's End

Summer is slowly closing down and so many things have changed. Of course the kids both grew their usual foot during summer, but plenty of things on the home front has changed.

First being is that I am single. At least according to myself. I recently found out that donor #2 was seeing the same chick that he messed around with while I was pregnant. So, that's a done deal.

On a happier note, my older two kids got to spend a whole week with their father. He drives over the road, so he only comes home like once a month. He took them to the Choctaw Indian fair here in Neshoba, and they had a blast. Bought them tons of fair foods, rode rides, and even won a few prizes. I have to admit it really made me sad that I couldn't do something like that for them, but hopefully my time is coming.

Here are a couple of recent pics:

Having fun while Bubba and Sissy were gone. 

My nephew William's fifth birthday party. 

Annalissa

Wanting to grow up way too fast. She is so smart. 

Anna's Aura

Words to live by:-)

Wonder if he knows you don't wear blue underwear with white shorts. lol

Another shot of Gia and William

At our small holiday. 

Smurf he won at the fair. 

My little cornfed baby. :-)

My niece Haley and Gia

Now that summer is coming to an end, we are getting school supplies and clothes. Their Dad have gotten most of it. There is still ton to get. I was hoping to be in the apartment by now, but it just hasn't worked out just yet.

Tomorrow, we will have Dylan's 8th birthday party. I tell you, when you have kids, you have to enjoy every single second. It goes by too damn fast for my taste. He is getting a Sonic MP3 player, the Spore game, and tons of PS2 that we are still waiting to come in. He is old enough now that he can go to the bakery and order he own cake. I hope it will be a happy day. We need a few of those. God willing I'll get to take them to the Neshoba fair, but their needs will come first. 

If you are reading this, and if you pray.....please pray I find another job...asap!

Blessings!

Anna coloring

Is she not the cutest carrot  top you have seen?

Summer So Far

I haven't really been a busy little blogger. Been really a hot and boring summer, but that's kinda the point right?

The kids attended there Mamaw Divine's church's Vacation Bible School. I don't remember the name of the church but it was in Little Rock, MS. Here are the pics.

Gia (in pink) get her award. 

My son Dylan and his cousin Haley

Dylan and Haley in the purple shirt. 

Me holding Anna, Gia, Dylan, Aunt Heather, and her daughter Haley. 

It's always better with ICE CREAM!!

We are in the process of packing and getting ready to move down the street to a new apartment. Just saving up for the hellacious light bill deposit. They should be ashamed! Oh well, it gives me time to get everything in order. I won't discuss the problem here, but a few things will improve there. I will probably be more lonely at time, and I will only have net on my phone. Gonna try to save some serious money. Get back to the real world of working, and get back on my feet.

I am not too fond of the place we are moving too, but it will be rent free for me since my income has currently went in the toliet. It's really sucky here. I am seriously thinking about going back to college and finish my AA degree and finally get a grown up job. Hmm, but what shall I ever be? I tell ya, I was putting in for a job at the local Walmart to take picture of kids. They threw a serious math test at me online, with these three kids trying to kill each other and screaming...kinda like now...there is no hope of looking like you have any bit of education. 

Enough depression, so Saturday my bbf and I went out to Mexican in Philly, and then we watch "MAGIC MIKE". Hmm, the dancing and eye candy was good, but the plot...lordy me. I was bored to tears. It was a horrible plot, horrible filming, and terrible acting. It really reminded me of "Coyote Ugly". Not in a good way, but it also got better when the guys hit the stage. It tickled me to see all these older ladies laughing at the sexy parts and rocking hard in their chair. Not sure if it was of embarrassment like my bbf, or they just couldn't hold their happy in. lol. 

On the home front, donor#2 and I have just come to an agreement to love and not judge. Not to control, but be helpful. No marriage, no living together, each live our own lives. For us it works. We get our space, our free time, and the time we do spend together is really meaningful. No it's not the secret to a happy relationship, but it just works for us. 

So, we are not in July. Dylan will be 8 soon. Where did the time go? We will be going tomorrow night I think to the hotel and let the kids swim, going to the resort to see the fireworks, then we have my sister's son's fifth birthday Wednesday. If you pray, pray for us that our lives improve. It never comes easy, but when it gets here it will be good. 

Coming Soon!....I'll be putting my photography on here for sale and show. Way more videos once I have a minute or two to post them. Blog videos of me are coming, and much more. Stay tuned and BE BLESSED!!!!

It's Been A While

Sorry I haven't been a good little blogger, but there is some life shifting going on and I've been a bit busy. I love it when life gets to a stopping point. Then you do a bit of praying, and then our Holy Father answers. Whether small or larger or even completely how  you want it, he does this on his own terms. It's his call, but for your purpose. Every step. After such a very long time, I will be moving myself and my kids into our own home. Just us. I will not be told otherwise, nor bullied into anything else. 


My home will be serenity. It will be small and within a crowed neighborhood, but for us it will be home. For the first time, my angels, will have their own room and space. For the last five years, we have lived with my parents in either one room or the other on top of each other. I am so thrilled, but into the apartment is going to take work, money, and of course my sidekick...drama. Nothing good ever comes without bad, because at all times there is a test and a lesson. Something is always being learned from every moment. God Bless LIFE. 


Hopefully, God willing, we will be in there just in time for school to start. The biggest hurdle will be getting my lights turned on. The manager gave me some resource numbers that will hopefully help with that. I decided to purchase all used furniture and remodeled them to my taste. Luckily, I have a few things left over from my other homes. So, that will save me some money. On to other things. 


Yesterday, was a horrible and stressful day. First of all, the night before Gia cries half the night. She was complaining about her legs hurting. This is almost a nightly battle with her. Then around 3am I got to the bottom of it. She missed Anna. Thank God Anna's Dad really doesn't get her much, because my kids are hopeless without her. They just don't understand the situation. 


That morning everyone had the red ass. I didn't eat breakfast, running on barely four hours of useless sleep, and tore up from the floor up. The kids were jumping on my bed and they knock down a picture frame. The glass was sticking out of it just perfect enough that when I tried to move Anna she bucked back in anger and fell on it. Thank you Jesus that she only cut a small part of her head and year. It could of been so much worse! That child started POURING blood. I have never seen another human bleed so much so fast. I freaked the freak out. I went to hollering for my mother. She was in bed, and we get to the hospital in a few minutes after. I am covered in blood, and Anna is in her diaper covered in blood down to her toes. 


The staff checks me in at 12:15pm. They send a nurse out to check Anna and we are sent to waiting in the waiting room for almost 35 minutes. Yes, you read that right. More people come in and they go on back. Come to find out it was a kid with a sore throat. WTF! They finally take her back and sew her head and ear up. The conversation I hear the doctor discussing disturbed me. They do not have the correct size anything to work with. She started sewing her up then put germ killer on it. She screamed like she was deadened. It was so heartbreaking. I just started crying and they acted like I was a WUSS. Ok. You guys see this crap all the time. That is my BABY. 


So for now on...NO JUMPING ON THE BED...EVER.


She's gone now staying the night with her "Father" He is still Donor #2. Instead of coming to get her last night he went to a concert. No doubt he's girlfriend was with him. He thinks he's so secret about shit, but he always get caught. Today he was trying to make rules about the new house. Are you freaking serious? He will be lucky to walk through the door let alone function in my house. You hear me?? MY HOUSE. Be Blessed!

Gia's 5th Birthday!

Today was a great day. We celebrated Gia Angelina's fifth birthday. Here are a few pics:

She was so happy to get to eat his head! lol

Granny got her a Barbie where you design her clothes. 

Aunt Heather got her a Disney brush, Tinkerbell nightgown, nail art, and some Barbie puppies to go in the new Barbie doll house.

Mommy got me my very first Barbie doll house!

Here is everyone singing Happy  Birthday along with my brother who shares the same birthday:

Overall, I think she had a nice day. Wish I could have done more, but the later birthdays will be more memorable. Be Blessed!

Still Here

It’s been really busy around here and I haven’t been online much. With my stepfather’s injury and two birthdays this week…it’s a little crazy.

Donor#2 has basically ignored me and we “broke up”, but of course on my child’s fifth birthday today he wants to go to his house and cook hamburgers. I was planning her party for tomorrow, and agreed…but now I just don’t want to go and deal with his crap. I think I will just to make sure it’s final..but he asks who I am with and makes threats. Such a jerk. I really picked a man worse than my ex husband. What I idiot I can be sometimes. 

Anna with home with him yesterday and I got a little sleep. Hard to sleep when you can’t get your situation to leave your brain for more than five minutes. I think the only thing that will heal this wound is time and space. A whole lot of space, but hell I can’t make it here, but here there are no jobs so that’s really the reason. I would like nothing more to just be in a place where the donors would have to board planes to get to us. That might be selfish, but not really. 

So my oldest daughter is five today. We are having her party tomorrow because she always shares her birthday with my brother. She wanted a Justin Beiber cake so I order one for her. Her Aunt came but and gave her gift of a purse filled with makeup and it has not left her side for one second. I really hate they will not be here tomorrow, but at least she offered to have her another party at her house when she gets back from her trip. 

Anna’s birthday is Wednesday and I am going to have her a party that weekend or Monday as well. I have to arrange things by the schedule of my money. That sucks. I also have to arrange things around Anna’s crazy ass father. Like today he knows it’s Gia’s birthday and he don’t know if I have something planned, he just wants to take over the whole day. I seriously hate him, and I don’t know why I let him bully me. That crap has got to stop. 

I have yet to get Anna a present but I will. 

Well I better get ready. Here comes a hellish day…I just know it. Why oh Why? 

BE BLESSED! 

Man, What A Day

Last night I heard this large thump. I didn’t really think about it. I heard my stepfather say something, but I thought he was talking to his dog. I almost got up but I didn’t. I wish I did now because he fell and broke his leg again. Actually fell through the bedroom door. I am on the other side of the house. They really made me feel bad about it when I got up this morning. I didn’t hear people coming over to help, the talking, nothing. I must of been on the east side of the gate or something. 

It pains me to see my mother so stressed out. For the next six months, we’ll have a big cut in money and somethings will have to go. It’s like the closer I think I am to the big escape something happens. Since I am the only one not working I’ll be the one to help out. That is fine with me, but with Donor#2 being an ass right now I am so tired. I called him yesterday and he asked me in a smart ass way…”can’t you take care of your own kid at couple days?”….Hmm well Donor#2 you never get her more than one so can you? No, of course not. Anything that remotely has to make him act like an adult he’ll get rid of. I’ll make sure she knows.

So I load my girls up, of course Dylan chose “me time” and stayed home. We get to Walmart, and I call it Hellmart. Gia starts her usual junk. Saying over and over and over..”I want to drive the buggy!”. Since I am riding with family I have a very limited time to shop. I have to order her birthday cake, get our needs, and a bit of food in about twenty minutes. No time to just shop or chill, and why would I? I am flat broke and there is only money for needs. 

It’s just never enjoyable. Nothing really is. I might sound like I’m fussing, but not really. I am just very tired of my current life of a brick wall. No matter how strong I pretend to be, I’ll never be strong enough to break through. In the meantime, both donors are working and making hella money with NO responsibilities. One pays $200 for two yes I said TWO kids, once per month. The other NOTHING. I have to fight with him to get diapers and spend time with her. How the hell did I get myself into this situation. I know I am not the only one, and I had it good compared to others, but when does it ever get decent?

Get home and I so tired. I mean my dogs are barking (feet), Gia is still at it. She never really stops. Anna falls off Dylan’s bed onto Gia’s and her nose goes to running red with blood. The other two goes to screaming bloody murder and all I can do is shed a few tears. I think when everyone is asleep tonight, I’ll let a few more fall. Get them out of my system. I got to find a way out. 

But, for now it’s time to cook. Tonight that means turning the oven on and let them do the work. Then hopefully soon after it will be time to escape to some other world for a few hours. Tomorrow I think I’ll just start chucking crap out the front door until I am down to the bare things in life that are needs. Be Blessed!

Being Single Sucks Sometimes

Honestly after five years I shouldn’t have to label myself as single, but I do. It’s always going to be that way. I just got to accept that it’s never going to any other level. Really do I want it to? I imagine my life, my home, and personal space MAN free. Right now it is. If we need each other we know where to find each other. There is something I can not stand about him…he’s a stupid white liar. A white liar can be sneaky if they were trying to be sneaky, but this fool lies about the most stupid of things to keep me calm. Has he not learned that if you just let me get mad, I’ll get over it, but damn why should I have to get over anything. 

Sometimes men mean well, but they don’t think past the point. Deep down they know we are going to get pissed, but they pray to their God we don’t. We still do. Ok. I get lonely that’s normal, but I don’t need someone to fill that void in my life full time. I really never have. So, I’m going to let go of the hope that he’ll one day grow up and be normal, because he has reached his full brain growth. One just has to admit it, and move on with MY life and journey. I know what I have to do, well mostly, and I certainly do not live a normal life. We strive for that you know. What we think normal is. Well I know it’s not going to be perfect. It’s going to be hard, expensive, and busy. I just have to to remind myself that it’s not about anything on this earth. I am here because God choose me to raise them. My spirit has to be fed too. I think sometimes people forget that. No matter what you worship, if you do not feed that purpose then how do you expect for it to grow?I do tend to be my own worse enemy. I will see the perfect job online and then come up with about ten excuses why I can do it, get there, or work out a schedule. That is even before I fill out the application. Come on, where did my balls go? They used to be so big and cocky, and now they are looking more like a box of raisins! Don’t I want a new opportunity, my own money, my own house? Do I really think that someone is gonna come save me? Well hell no of course not! I have to put my big girl panties on and my bullcrap combat boots and work for it! No matter what, my old  aussie friend used to tell me. Don’t let anyone tell me, make me, or have me think differently. I know one thing, and it’s for certain….not a damn thing is going to happen in this tiny town. It’s not gonna happen without a degree. I am in a way better place now to finish school. I have to talk to someone about helping me get back in there. I want to finish and make myself and my kids proud of me. I want my car back, fixed. I want my own place, my own neighborhood, my own church, new friends, to travel. To hell with people that will stand in my way. The path is clear because I SAY SO. Be Blessed!

Kick A Summer Cold's Booty

Summer colds just suck. Actually, I think it may be worst than having a winter's cold. Nothing worse then a snotting and coughing and it's about 100C outside. Eeek! Since Mommies do not get a day off from Mommyhood, you better figure out something to help ease that cold. Now this is not a CURE...come on if they had one for the cold would I be writing this. They'll do that later and cause everyone to turn to zombies ;-) Go ahead and mark my words, honey. 

So you'll need a casserole dish. You really don't need a big one, cause this is just to make a little soup. Larger portions and all you do is get a bigger pan, and more stuff. 

2 boneless, skinless chicken breast. Frozen

4c. of water

3 Tbsp of extra virgin olive oil

2 whole fresh ripe sprigs of rosemary. Remove the leaves/sprigs

3 whole peeled garlic cloves sliced thin

Touch of salt

Dash on your favorite seasonings. I load it up with garlic powder, onion powder. etc

1 whole small white onion sliced into rings

Lemon Juice

Start by putting your chicken (frozen) in the water and pour over the olive oil. 

You can put rings, chunks, it really doesn't matter cause when you eat it, it's gonna be soft. 

Take a knife and carefully get the sprigs off the rosemary stems. Put them all in uncut. You can keep the stems to make incense out of later on. 

Add a couple of tbsps of lemon juice, all your favorite seasonings and cook on 350 degrees for 2 hours. Check it and give it some more time if needed. 

Silly me forgot to take a pic of the final product, cause of course I dug into it. ;-) Make sure the chicken is DONE, all the ingredients should be soft, and feel free to drink the broth. That is where all the good stuff you need will be. I shredded my chicken and made a soup of out it. Goes great with garlic bread. 

Feel a cold and starve a fever.

You Think They Would Learn

Not sure what I was thinking when I changed my mind to get my tubes ties last year. Fear of being put to sleep was the number one reason. I’m about to be 36 and I am sure I do not want anymore children. I do want another little boy, but until you can elect your gender, I’ll be ok. Three is plenty.

Since Aunt Flo (who I’ve hated for a very long time) is in town, I’m basically locked down to the house. Since having Anna is so bad there is not going anywhere the first couple of days. I wanted to take the kids to build and grow, but my sister has four kids to fight in the store and I didn’t want to stress her out. I’ll just make sure they are up there next Saturday. 

My friend came yesterday and sold a phone to me. I am so very happy to be connected back to the world again. I have really become dependent on a phone. I am going to try to get on where she works. Not sure how I would work it out getting there, but I always seem to find a way. First of all, I got to get the job. I got to get back to work, and I really could care less what the job is at this point. 

She is wanting to plan a trip to New Orleans with her friend later this Fall. I am so game. I really do not care what anyone thinks. I need a freaking weekend to myself. No kids, no man, and just fun. I will have pacify my little caveman hubby to go, cause little man gets jealous….lol. A weekend at the lake should work. The kids, he and I , and our little terror angel. The now walking giggling wrath with six whole teeth to attack you with. Then will giggle at you when you scream. Got to love her.

If not the lake then just a hotel with a pool. Food, relaxation, and maybe some Mommy kool-aid? Nah, cause you know how that goes. Daddy lays there watching sports while Mommy takes over doing my same job but in just a much smaller environment. I am running to stores, fast foods, taking everyone to the bathroom. I am the lifeguard at the pool, and then I got to get everyone bath, calmed down, and to bed. Where is the relaxation in that?  OH poo…I’m just tired, and whooped this weekend.

Daddy is going to the races tonight so I will have Anna tonight. I really needed some sleep last night, but of course the thought of zombies put both the older kids in my bed. So I had my usual two feet. lol. Got to love them. I will get better I know it will. The only way to make that happen is if Mommy goes back to work. It is time. BE BLESSED!

WOW I HIT 2000!!!

I can't believe that the blog has reached 2000! So proud, and I thank everyone that reads it. Thanks so much!

Where is Mommy's Candy?

Everyone has the case of the red a$$, so it's going to be a long day. I'm about to take my candy from the doctor to see if I can ease some of my pain, and nerves. Really need to get on a program with that.


Today, after breakfast, these little monsters are going to help me clean this place. It is in a terrible right mess. My plan is to get about ten bags of crap out the front door. This, of course, is probably going to take us all week, because they get in no hurry listening to me.


Back in the glory days of 1983, if I looked at my elders the wrong way, talked back, or said no there was this bush from hell out in the yard with switches. Ever proper Southern home has one. Each older home automatically has one planted either from elders or God.


My kids have yet to seriously meet Mr. Switch, and don't get me wrong, I do not beat my kids, but I am both Mommy and Daddy and I'm getting run over and I am tired of it.

Even I am guilty of making a big deal out of nothing. Like getting our stuff organized, but dang it's got to be done. I want it done. It is piling up and it makes me crazy. I am trying to make jewelry this morning, and Anna is next to me screaming. Next minute she's on the floor playing. We are all just not morning people. We are seriously off schedule. I understand now back when we were kids, my grandmother would get us up early on the weekends. Put us to doing something. Laying around all day zoning out on stuff is just bad for kids. They will go crazy. Hmmm....yard work. Yeah we got some that needs to be done. Right after I get to throw away tons of stuff. 

Mommy will get back into balance, and these kids will not make me crazy today. I will evoke the truths of the ancestors and cut a limb and wear that booty out if needed. I will be respected and loved.

 I am the MAMA!

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Check Out The Tabs!

Have you checked out our tabs at the top? Today I added our new page about our garden. We have an Etsy store, and a Southern Sayings Store. You can also check out my articles on Yahoo and Helium.com


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Happy 34th Charles

Today, we are heading to Dixion, MS to celebrate Charles 34th birthday with a BBQ. Doubt I will stay there tonight. My nerves are little ragged lately. I'm having a tough time adjusting to summer break. I just can't seem to get on a schedule. Anyway, we will probably have steak and I was going to cook him a cake, but I think I'll get some pies. My energy is in the toilet too. lol.


My sister's older boys are here helping my Stepdad with the yard work. I would like to go to her house to visit, but there is always some stupid little drama and I don't have the nerves to face that today. Think I'll just go to the country and relax a while. My phone is acting stupid so there may not be pics. I appreciate the people that do view my blog. I thank you so much, and would love your comments! Until later BE BLESSED!