It's been a beautiful day here in Mississippi. I took this picture of my mother's small flower bush. I took several and I think this one was the best. It felt so good to be able to take some pictures in the cool breeze. It inspires me to do some planting. I want to plant some guords (however you spell it) and maybe paint them and turn them into some birdhouses.
This kids enjoyed the sunshine as well. Pushing each other in Dylan's old pickup truck. I really need to get them one each to ride. I hope I can do that soon. It was so great to see them having fun. I only wish it wasn't so cool. Also, if they would of minded me a little better that would of been great. :-)
So this week I am changing rooms in the house that seems to be a yearly thing as the weather changes. I simply hate being so damn cluttered in this small room. It would be really great just to get a place of my own. I have never just lived alone. It was always with a partner. I guess it won't be so bad since I have the kids, but I hate being alone. I am just one of those people. I am very paranoid of the outside world. Not in a crazy way, but the world itself is crazy. You just have to be on your toes a little more.
Today when I got home my nerves we're really bad. I think it was just coming home from a peaceful and uncluttered place to where it's utter chaos. I simply hate the way things are now, but I have to just pull my boot straps up and get with it. Location is my main probably, but I'm not sure I would make it alone in a larger city. That would be the beginning to some things and the end of others, but as the way things are now....something's got to give.
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